my girlfriend is off to college..sorta
its oreintation
but samething. it's just one step closer until she actually leaves me :-(

so. i feel really sad. i'm home/girlfriend/bandsick. there is so much i could be doing right now. and i can't because i'm in stuuuuupid arizona. and guess what i just found out. my mom is coming tomorrow and we're going to see the grand canyon. it's an 8 hour drive there. F that. but thats not the worst part. i'm sure we will be staying in a hotel there. so therefore i won't be able to talk to monica and who knows how long we're staying there. also my mom wants to take us to the mountains. bleh. it's boring up there. trust me. i know. i went fish up there 2 years ago. and also. i won't be able to talk to monica. wtf. well it's almost over. i only have a week left. when then i only have a month left with monica. and a week of that is going to be in school. ::sigh:: so much for the summer of monica and curtis. the beginning of the summer sucked. caitlin was here and didn't leave. monica ended up driving her there. and then i had only four days of her to myself. only 4 days! and now i'm here. and i won't have much time left when i get home. this summer so far has sucked a lot. i need to get a car so i can go visit monica up at school. this year better go by fast. i guess i shoudn't be bitching as much. i'm gonna marry her so its not like i won't have the rest of my summers with her. it's just that i wanted my first summer with her. ::sigh::
i love her so much

i'm going to my uncle's show tonight. it's at a bar. but i went there yesterday to set up and no one asked me anything. so yeah that will be cool. i hope monica calls me before i leave though. damn 3 hour differance and damn roaming charges. my grandma took my phone away and i bet you she lost it! she's a forgetful person. she still hasn't found her car keys yet. :-/ oh well

well i'm gonna go.
monica if you get on tonight and i'm not there and you tried to call me. i'm sorry. i was at the show
i love you sweetie!

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